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On Dover Street

The King Family Home

Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.”—Philippians 3:13-14 (NIV)

It isn’t unusual for me to drive through my old neighborhood where I grew up in North Oakland.  Whenever I do I always drive pass or near the house where I, my parents, and my four siblings spent our lives together—like any other normal African American family growing up in an urban community—just to see if the house on Dover Street is still there.  There is something special about wanting to go back to places we remember and where we grew up.  It could be a school, church, or the last place we worked.  It has been said that “When the stories behind our local streets and landmarks are told they can give us a glimpse into the history on our doorstep” (English Heritage).[1]  These places become sites of memory.  Much of the formation of my life took place, here, on Dover Street.

Why do I feel a need or want to drive pass this house?  My parents purchased it in 1960 to be near the church where my father was the pastor.  We were one of many African American families who left West Oakland and moved to North Oakland during the Civil Rights era of the 60’s.  (Our church relocated into North Oakland during the same period.)  I past the house on numerous occasions, but I hadn’t been inside in 28 years since my parents passed away.  On this particular day, however, I noticed a “For Sale” sign in the front yard.  I mentioned it to a friend who suggested that I consider buying it or at least schedule an appointment to look at it.  My first response was I had no interest in buying or looking at the house, but because I made reference to it so often in my conversations and sermons, my friend took the initiative to schedule an appointment for me.  She was curious to see where “my pastor” grew up.

On the day of the appointment, I had actually forgotten that I was supposed to meet the realtor and my friend at our house on Dover Street.  Before moving there, my family lived in West Oakland years before I was born.  Our family has a long history in Oakland and West Oakland in particular.  Both of these homes hold wonderful and happy memories for me.  However, the house in North Oakland was the home of my transition into adulthood.  I graduated from high school, went to college, and I received my appointment to pastor my father’s church while my parents were still living in this house.  My father was kidnapped at gunpoint from this house.  My first trip to Africa was planned at the dining table in this house.  My father and mother saw their final days on this earth while living on Dover Street.  He literally passed away in his bed one warm summer day in July 1984.

I had many life-changing experiences while living on Dover Street, too many for me to mention here.  However, there is one experience I will forever remember.  I was only 12 at the time.  It was in my father’s bedroom on a Sunday evening before service (that’s when churches had regular Sunday evening worship services).  My father was getting dressed, tying his tie, and bathing in Old English Leather cologne.  While writing this, I can still smell the fragrance in the air.  I knelt beside his bed, watching him go through the transformation from my father to pastor.  He turned and looked down at me with a serious expression on his face.  I was 12, and it wasn’t unusual for me to get in trouble for something mischievous.  There was something different about his expression though.  It wasn’t the look of someone who was about to scold or punish me, or that I had done something wrong.  It was a genuine look of a loving father with a deep spiritual concern for his son.  His voice was almost lyrical.  It was filled with compassion, love, and sincerity.  He said, “Son, don’t you think it’s time for you to think about giving your life to Christ?”  His love pierced my heart.  It wasn’t long afterwards that I opened my heart to Jesus Christ and invited Him into my life.  I’ve never looked back with regret.

I loved my father.  He was never preachy to any of us as children growing up at home.  He was a father who lived what he preached and preached what he lived.  Even now whenever I pass this house, it’s a reminder of the lived experiences of many who entered our home, sat at our table, and whose lives were changed.  In many ways, it was a sanctuary.  Sinners and saints were welcomed.  No one was ever turned away.  The hungry were fed.  Missionaries and evangelists came in the middle of the night, and we gave up our beds so that they might have places to sleep.  There was music everywhere.  My mother was a trained pianist, and people literally came to our home just to hear her play.  Prayer was always made in this place.  I can still see my father sitting alone at the dining table with his head resting in his hand.  He was praying when I walked in one evening after work to see him.  There was a glow surrounding the place where he sat.  He looked at me and said, “What a blessed experience talking with Jesus.”

I must admit I was a little curious to see how the house held up over the years.  When I drove up and parked in front of the Craftsman architectural designed shingle composition home (built in 1912), memories came flooding in like a broken dam filled with a reservoir full of water.  The color hadn’t changed in over 28 years.  An ugly black chain linked fence had been placed around the house.  The main front door had been moved making the entry seemed awkward to me.  Very little in the interior had been changed; however, there was a lot of work that needed to be done to restore the house back to its original beauty.  Each room I entered was like being thrown back into time.  Stories projected themselves onto a mental screen that played scenes from my past.  Images, sounds, and silhouettes of people who once occupied this house danced and moved across space and time in my mind.  I could literally hear the voices of my siblings in each room.  The kitchen smelled with food where my mother prepared dinner for us, our extended family, and welcomed guests into our home.  My bedroom seemed small now.  Walking into my father’s room was painful.  When I last saw him here, he had gone home to be with the Savior.

When I finally ended the tour of the house, I stood outside and realized that I couldn’t and didn’t want to buy it.  I can’t go back to those days of yesterday—and neither do I want to.  They were exciting times, but I will never be able to recover them.  They were never meant to be recovered.  They were meant to be lived.  The love, the excitement, and people who once made this house a home have all moved on or passed away.  We are often saddened when we are unable to relive our past.  We want to hold on to those special times and memories that made us happy and fulfilled us.  We want to go back to the way things were.  Some memories are not meant to be relived.  They are just that—memories.  Margaret Fairless Barber said, “To look backward for a while is to refresh the eye, to restore it, and to render it the more fit for its prime function of looking forward.”[2]  Going home was a reminder to me that there is still much work to be done.  And like Israel Houghton said in his song, “Moving Forward,”

I’m not going back

I’m moving ahead

I’m here to declare to you

My past is over

In You all things are made new

Surrendered my life to Christ

I’m moving, moving forward.


Endnotes

[2] Barber, Margaret Fairless. The Roadmender: -1913. Cornell University Library, 2009.

 

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  1. Ulysses
    February 15, 2012 at 2:32 AM

    Though I was so young when they lived in that house, I still have memories of it. I wish you would share more with me the many experiences you and the family had there.

  2. Kitsaun
    February 15, 2012 at 6:15 PM

    Sunday’s after church. If we weren’t going to Dover street it just wasn’t going to be fun. I always looked forward to being with everyone there after church. The food, the laughter and love were ever present. I too drive by Dover from time to time when I am in Oakland. The memories are ever present. The past is dust, however, I too believe that those memories can help us navigate the present.

  3. Connie McLain
    February 17, 2012 at 7:32 AM

    Hey my brother. I enjoy reading all your writings. At one time, I thought about purchasing our family home in Ohio. When my dad died, I said I would buy the house on Hedges Street,, tear it down and rebuild. Somehow, I didn’t feel that would be best for me. Oh boy….was I right! I’m in California with a purpose. Those ole memories are in our heart where they should be.
    Keep up the good work!.

  4. July 12, 2012 at 5:23 PM

    I didn’t live in this wonderfu home – full of so many memories – but we visited and stayed in it many times. As a boy of about 7 or 8 years old, I remember walking up the porch and reading the placard in the study window, “U.S. King,” and always thought that Bishop was the “United States King.” And, I remember the meals that Sis. King cooked and those pancakes that Bishop would make. But, i loved being the the “boy cave”, Calvin and Junior’s (hey, I regressed for a moment) rooms. And i was alwasy being warned, “Craig, there are lots of scientific equipment in here so you better not touch any thing.” As soon as he left (can you guess who “he” was that said that to me? – sorry, Steve -smile), I would pick up a soldering iron or some other gadget that Calvin had been working on and try to place it back in the exact spot. The “boy/young man cave.” Just my small recollection of the Dover Street home of a great family.

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